I missss you~

Bou buii Koo,

i missss you so much~........=(

经过~

圣诞节过了，就快到新年了！
感觉今年时间过得真快~ =）
要到尾声了，
大家应该都i会想起今年尽力过了什么，
发生过什么事吧？
那么要好好珍惜这回忆，
因为是它把我们踏进人生该挑战的第一步阶梯，
还有更多的难关在前方，
所以大家要勇往直前呀~！！！


刚刚经过几个部落各发现到，
每个人各都有自己特别的生活，烦恼......etc
大家都在很努力奋斗人生。
就因为这样偶们才会成长吧？？
要好好珍惜身边的每个东西，
就算它并没那么重要，
但....它一定拥有它自己独特的魅力存在...

最后~
偶恐怕没时间和你们说，
因为迟点工作那里会有点忙，
所以早点和你们说声，
新年快乐啊~~~ =）

祝大家年年有余，大吉大利，身体健健康康~ =D

i Wish..................................

偶好希望每天的生活都过得丰富，
偶好希望事业上偶有更加多的进步，
偶好希望每天都能赚多多钱，
偶好希望每年里家人朋友身体都健健康康，
偶好希望偶的梦想有一天能成正，
偶好希望能够幸福的过每天，
偶好希望不要每天争吵，
偶好希望甜甜蜜蜜的和你过每天，
偶好希望你能够每天赚多多少少钱，存起来。
偶好希望。。。。偶好希望。。。


好多的希望。好多的梦想，
会成真么？？？？

偶回来啦~~

大家过的好吗~？？

时间过得真快，12月的年尾到了！

今年大家都过得如何阿？

有每天丰富的过生活么？

有好好照顾身体么？？

希望大家都有哦...~ =)

最近偶有点忙，所以没时间上来更新。

偶看偶的Blog就来发霉的咯~哈哈！
还好~偶有的空的空上来清理霉&冬菇..... =~=""
对吧？？呵呵....


Jingle bells~ Jingle bells~ Jingle bells~

Jingle All The Way~ ***

大家听到了这首歌，心情是否也跟着旋律而开始哼歌了呢？？

偶呢，不懂为何，
好喜欢圣诞节，因为圣诞节给偶的感觉是快乐，幸福的感觉。

大家要如何过阿？BBQ?和朋友家人庆祝么？

希望大家快快乐乐的庆祝哦....=） 

天气一直在改变，
大家好好把身体照顾好吖，

别生病了。
喝多多水，早一点睡，别熬夜太多了~ =）

心理的不安。。

我不是因为要发泄才来这里说出心里话，
我来这里只想说出心里的感受与不安。

我知道，
每次对你发脾气，孩子气....等等。
但你不要忘了，
这只是会对你一个人发而已。

别怪我这样，
我只是个平凡的女孩，
都是因为你的宠爱，
才让我变成万干宠爱像公主似一样。
变得霸道，臭脾气。

虽然你是有陪我的，
只是够不够来说明而已。
我只需要一点点你的注意。一点点就好了。
却没有。

深夜胃痛，不敢和你说，
因为知道你会生气，
孤单了，不敢和你说，
因为你只会说我想太多，
吃醋了，不敢说，
因为知道你会讨厌这样的我。
发脾气过渡了，
需要你陪，不敢说，
因为知道你累，宁可自己在深夜里找东西做。
心里不安，不敢说，
因为知道你会说不要乱想东西。
心情不好时，不敢说，
因为知道和你说了你只会说我想小孩子一样，长不大。
你说我过分，就因为我这样发脾气是想要你了解我的想法。
因为只有你，我想要分享我的一切。

不再想要任何隐瞒，
不想要做虚假的人，
因为这就是我。
只希望你能接受我的性格，接受我的人。
你却偏偏说我人假，过分，讨厌我。

痛，
我知道你也有同样的感受，
因为你要容忍我。
要让我，要顺我意。
你不幸福，你和我一起不舒服。

我真的只能说声对不起，真的对不起。

我知道我不是个好女友，

但请你相信我真的有真心爱你。

‘终于’

终于，
知道了所有的事实。
知道了答案，
知道了所有的不瞒。

伤害了最珍惜我的他，
伤害了最爱我的他。
做了不该做的事。

他很痛，
他无法忍受那种伤痛，
但他还是一样，
原谅了我，
说：‘再给我们多一次机会吧，这次是真的最后一次机会了’
心理松了口气。
我知道我该珍惜这次机会。

怎么会这样？
是否是因为，
我们两人都把伤痛都隐瞒在心里？
把不喜欢对方的不满都隐场在心里。
才造成这样。

说清楚了，
知道了明白了两人需要的是什么，

现在开始，
珍惜这一刻。
珍惜拥有的。
不要等到失去了才伤心难过后悔。







对不起，我爱你。

。。。。无言。。。。

我知道每当你们约我的时候，
我都不得空，
放你们飞机，
所以应该造成了你们，
懒得约我，因为怕我方飞机，
不想约我，因为知道我有可能会不出。
我都懂，我都知道。

这些事都是自己拿来的。
我应该让点时间和你们一起出，
喝茶也好，一起看电影也好，
不用每次出，偶尔出下也好，
这样我都开心了。

'男朋友固然重要,朋友依然需要'

这句话提醒了我整个人，
原来我一直都融入在男友&工作的世界里，
都没时间做任何自己的事，没时间和朋友出，没私人空间。

现在心里有点难过，
为什么当初不珍惜与他们一起的时间，
现在各个都要远走高飞了。
希望现在还来得及。
希望他们会了解。

真的很高兴有他们的存在，
让我有好多开心的回忆。


真正的心理话说出来了。
舒服点了，
没任何的遗言。=）

报告！

大家都还好吗？？...
不懂我多久没上来了，
应该忘了我7788了吧？？...

算了，
最近的我还可以过得去，
发生了些事。
有点点压力。
我还算可以振作起来。
没办法~人生就是这样。
要每次提醒自己要加油努力！

和男朋友一年又一个月了，
没想到可以和他这么久，
真的有点惊讶&高兴~=）
谢谢你这么有耐性能够忍耐我的性格，
我知道你每次都让我，
我知道我很霸道，任性，不乖，不多体谅你，
我深深地说声'对不起'
谢谢你真么的爱我。
爱你~么么.......


我会很少更新，因为忙，家人要用到电脑....
但我会久久上来更新的！ =）




最后......
所有的朋友们要好好照顾身体，
多喝点水吖~ =）

IP MAN2. 28/4/2010

after work headed bck hum change & bath.
Thn went to watch movie wif my boy,
IP MAN2.
if those who haven seen yet,
i'll sure to recomment u all to watch tis movie.
its like wow~ !
Nice ! i like it. =D
im so concerntrating whn watching it.
until my boy whn i talk 2 him oso no response. =~="
tis shows tat the movie is reli nice 2 watch.
so go fast & get ur seats.
i'll gib 10/10 marks.

simple & nice nite.

UPDATE~

Tis is how my new working place looks like.

im soli for nt takin any pics inside.

i've 4gotten. =="

anyway~

these are some pics tat i took.

the most i like is the 'SUSHI QUEEN'

looks real.

my boss arr. hen. so gt ' sem gei '

hahaa.

im happi tat im workin thr,

bcuz i can learn sumtin,

get more Xpirien. =)

althought sumtimes gt unhappi things.

bt i wont care bout those useless things anymore.

I nid to concerntrate in my job,

my career,

my savings,

everything.

I dun wanna to be a useless girl,

i wanna be a girl tat knws how to earn wat she wants.

get wat she wants.

slowly~

bit by bit.

I NEED TIME

Manicure~ rm20 ( including 1 colour )

if wanna draw the price wil be rm33++.

Pedicure~ rm15 ( including 1 colour )

if wanna draw the price wil be rm 22++.

We will be at mile 4,

indah jaya,

happi mart supermarket upstairs.

Welcum all customers~~~ =) 

My Boy.

My Boy,
i know u & i reli gt thru many things 2geter.
Problems~ sadness~ Many Things.
I know sometimes i mayb had a reli bad attitude.

But stil u wil care mii like always.

Gib mii wat i need, accompany mii whn i need u.

i knw tat i might be reli a headache,

but pls dun gib up & leave mii.
I know tat im nt the perfect kinda gal,
But i reli do try my best in evelitin.

Hoping tat its all gonna be ok.

Its ok to be unperfect, cuz nobody is always perfect.

although ure nt a gud lookin guy,

But atleast tat u reli do treat mii like wat a boyfren should do to thier girfriends.

care,love,apperciate,accompany,advise....... so many tat i could nt say.

bt i juz knw tat,

I reli do apperciate u.

I wont care wat oter ppl say,

Its nt gonna change my mind at all.

I duno how would V be in the future,

would V stil be 2geter? i could nt gib u the ans.

Bt in my heart i'll always hope tat its forever even thought thiers no forever.

wats the wrong for nt tryin? rite?
I hope i wont regret wat i've choosen.
I hope u wont let mii down.
Cuz ure the oni 1 tat i could always lean on to ur shoulder whem i need.
Like hw always i say.

' I Love You'

Lately~

Well Lately,
im kinda busy.
Cuz i've changed my job to learning manicure & pedicure, cuticle all those.
did i told u all ???
i reli do need time to learn all those steps.
kinda abit hard at the 1st bt slowly slowly gt abit confidence in tis job,
duno why. but i juz hope tat i would do well in it. =)
Gud Luck to myself~
hehee.

2day our shop is goin to move to anoter shop,
its ok, its near by oni~
many things need to move to thr.
Din knw tat 1 smal shop could hv so many things !
thinkin thinkin thinkin~
its like kiinda a little home for us.
Hmmm.
hope whn V move to the new shop thr.
business would do well in the new shop thr.
Cuz my boss reli do put alot effort into it.
painted it himself all.
gt abit help frm us too.
ofcoures V wont be tat cruel to c our boss doin all those things thmself rite?
V muz work 2geter in order to hv it ready on nxt month 1/4/2010
Gah yao~ !!
our shop changed the name to NAIL POINT.
so feel free to cum make ur manicure & pedicure. =)
u all are always welcum hre.

Tis is the last look of the shop tat i've worked in for 1 month.
duno the new shop hw its gonna turn out to~

I'll upload the New Shop Whn its done~

Wait For mii to upload it~ =)

Went Out With Them.

2day went out wif thm.
chit chats~ laughters~ took some pics~
lots lots.
but joey cant cum join us cuz of sum problemes.
but never mind laa.
stil gt many nxt time~ =)
tat time reli muz gather 2geter le lorh~ =D
Heheee.
helped joann took some pics too.
used andrew's canon camera.
luckily the pics ended well !
cuz comfirm my model pretty de maa.
hehee. here's some pics~

gt many pics lagi~ bt im lazi 2 upload.

* sorry for my laziness. =)

well. had a nice time wif thm.

hope to meet thm all again~

Cute Lil Jordan

2day look after lil jordan half day,
cuz his parents wnt to work 2geter,
asked my family whether V could gib thm a hand?
Sure, Ofcoures V would like to help =)
his cute.
doesnt like being alone.
=D
took some pics of him.

hope 2 see him growin up healthy. =)

babies reli do know how to sleep.

My Bro's Bday....

My parents asked my bf & my bro's gf to cum celebrate my lil bro'sbday.
he was so happi to receive lots presents.
u could chis big big smileon his face.
had dinner all 2geter & some chit chats too.
thn went bck hum to cut the birthday cake.
wow !
its my favorite chocolate moist cake.
bt u could oso said its my whole family's favourite cake. =D
Had Sing b'day songs. cut the cake thn my father had his hand full of the chocolate cream thn smash it to my lil bro the birthday boy & my mama's face.
so whn my father was plyin tat the 2 couple tats mii & my bf & my Bro's gf all 2geter ran far away to protect ourself frm the cream destroyer.
hahahaha~
Had laughters & Chit chats Bout life & workin things wif my parents.
And yea. parents do had much more Xpirence thn V do.
Thy Do knw life mo better thn us.
Things are veli hard to earn indeed,
So V need to try hard to earn it ourself instead of having oter ppl's help.
I Want A simple life even thought rich life is better bcvuz u can get wat u wan.
bt even thought ure rich bt u CANT earn happiness & healthy body.
Thn take it the easy way.
I DO RATHER HAD A SIMPLE HAPPI & HEALTHY LIFE.
I wanna stay happi always wif my family & my boy.
I wanna 2geter earn lots money wif my boy. Earn it ourself.
I wanna many things. so many.
So i've juz had to work hard to earn it myself.
stay patient stay calm to myself.
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PS: I wish tat ure hre too, sharing the happiness 2geter.
       I Miss You JoJo. Chingu. Always !
       And I Miss My JM all lots.
       I LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYS.

I've Cut My Hair Short

Yeap,

I've cut my hair short little short myself.

ben tahan my hair long time,

cuz lots of colouring & rebondin etc etc,

even 1 week treament 3 times oso useless.

narh~ mana tiam.

so i chop thn short liao.

bt i like it.

nt tat much dead ends. no knots.

bt nw the situation is jz dry.

so i'll put in more effort in 2 my hair jz to keep it healthy.

althought i've cut my hair short stil feel so heart pain.

Cuz i wannamy hairto grow long abit.

Bt in the end no.

bt i din regret cutting it short better thn having a dry N nt healthy hair rite?

so i hope my tis hairstylesuites mii. =)

i Changed My Work

Yeap,

as hw u all see i've changed my work.

Duno hw to say.

i juz work at tat shop for 1 month & juz stop to change anoter work.

well,

i knw.

if i stand in my boss situation.

i knw i too wil be mad. cuz she reli trusted mii lots.

Bt im soli.

ii nid to go on for my future road.

Hope u undstnd it. =)

So i hope my tis new job wil be fine,

i reli hope so.

cuz i dun wanna hv an unhappi job.

i'll do my best in learnin evelitin.

If i did sumtin wrg pls 4give mii & gib mii anoter try agian,

like tat i knw i'll do it better. isnt it?

it takes time to learn reli.

Hope i'll juz do fine wif my tis new job~ gud Luck to myself.

Photoshoot~

tis is the 1st time taking my photoshoot.
actualli i din knw tat i was goin to take pics,
cuz i was jz thinkin to acc my frenx thm c thm taking pics.
bt whn V arrive at the destination thr,
the photographer saw mii & said.
(hey,2geter take sum pics too k? )
thn i was like wat?
(i wearing so damn simple laa. ==")

Bt in the end i took sum pics too.
abit nervous at tat time.
bt i like seeing my frenx thm taking pics.
Xpecially Joey~
she's gt tat talent to be a model. =)
thn joann looks cute taking pics.
Like those comic girls ( aiyoo, i duno hw to describe laa )
Bt anyway i had a gud Xprience.
Bt sum1 doesnt like tat idea.

I hope tat he could undstnd & support mii in evelitin.

Hey~ Im Back ! Happi New Year To All My Bloggers Out Thr~ =)

Happi New Year To my bloggers out thr~ =)
soli for so so so late to greet all my bloggers out thr.
cuz lately i seldom on9, im super dumper lazi ! (yeap, im a lazi girl sumtimes. =~=")


So hw did every1's new year?
happi? fun?
get to meet bck any old frenx?? =)
well,
im juz hanging out wif my frenx & my bf eat dinner gambling thn chit chats, sing k~
thn less bt nt least.
collect red packets ! =D
bt i felt tat tis year my red packets are kinda less & less.
cuz u all knw.
money is nw veli hard to earn.
bt nvm~  ( apperciate wat u get rite? )
well,
i guess every1 gets a new start of life nw rite?
cuz a new year means a new life.
should do better thn last year. ( hope i could change my bad adtitude idk laa )
So happi late new year greeting to all my frenx out thr.
i wish u all these year happi & healthy whole year~ =)


so these are sum pics tat i took.

thr are more bt i juz upload sum oni~

Be Back Soon

Be Back Soon.

CHINGU~ Tis Is Just For You

chingu, i saw wat u hv wrote.

Can say tat i feel touch.
we've reli been thru alot of things,
and yet we made it thur 2geter.
so no matter wat happens,
V muz always sty strong whn V meet up wif our fears.
chingu, i knw who u r.
i knw u could be a strong girl tat dares to fight for the problems & to full fill her dreams.
rite? =]


Soli for lettin u feel alone,
i din knw u were,
Cuz i tot u hv a new fren,
i jz think & suppose tat u would 4get mii,
and get a new life.
bt i guess i was wrg.
you need mii,
And i need you too.
Altought tat V are far apart,
Bt pls always remind urself.
wether ure sad or happi,
i'll always wil be thr to share all those happiness & sadness 2geter wif u.

Chingu,
i misssss you reli much,
sumtimes reli cant stand bout sum problems til i called u.
after talkin to u,
feel tat my brain had cold down alot. =]
so whn ure in the same position wif mii,
dun 4get to cal mii.
i'll comfort u as much as i could.
like hw V always used to whn V had problems 2geter.
i miss those moments,
i miss those times,
i miss those memories,
i miss you.

Reli hope tat whn V are 19 V could meet each oter,
tats our promise to each oter, rite?
did u 4get bout it?
i've never wanted to 4get bout it.
its kinda importand to mii alot.
i'll sure be waitin for tat day.
22 of june [ meet on our 19 ]

Chingu,
i've started work,
it kinda full fill my time table,
everytin upside down,
nid to clean my room at nite?!
nid to spend time wif my boy cuz i dun wanna him to be left out,
nid to spend sum time wif my family,
and less bt nt least nid to hv sum gud rest.
u knw wat do i mean rite?
bz life.
bt never mind tat,
i'll always spare a time to call u & chit chat a while wif ya,
u knw my addtitude de laa.
hahaa~ =D
bt u too worh,
cal mii whn ure free.

Chingu,
jz to remind u tat,
no matter whn ure havin a bad time, happi time, a new fren, families problems,
i'll always be thr wif u,
i'll always be ur truest fren like always,
Remember it ok?

never 4get it.

whn ure feelin being left out alone,

dun worry to look bck,

tat im always standin by ur side supportin u in evelitin.

chingu,

i love u & thank you for always being my friend,

i misss u.

yeap, she's my long lastin chingu,

And she wil always be.
i misss her lots~

Im Sorry For Nt Updatin My Blog, Kinda Busy Lately.

Kinda bz lately,
So i had no time to update my blog.
Sorry to my bloggers.

Well,
lately started workin after my holiday 2 nites & 3 days in kk.
Cuz wanna buy CNY clothes.
And had sum bad things happen. [ Dun wanna say ]
Anyway its over oledi.
I wont care bout it. pass.

B4 goin 2 kk.
Clebebrate my JM b'day & my dad's bday.
can say tat im hving a veli bz time lately.
Nid to prepare tis & tat.
so much more.
And those days.
i had a happi time wif my JM.
And mi & my bf too celebrate wif my father b'day.
Can c tat my dad had a reli happi bday~ =)

Im happi tat i could start my work. =)
no nid 2 sty bored at hum.
bt sumtimes workin can be kinda bored.
bt whn thrs many things to do.
Times pass fast ! [ i like it ! ]
cuz i like 2 be a busy person.
so tat i wont think & waste my time.
=D

Anyway let the pics do the talkin.

After celebratin both b'day, Thn went to KK the nxt day. =)

After 3days 2 nites. Whn bck sdk.  Started Work. =)

sumtimes work til too bored, wil go find kei kei chit chat. hahaa. chui sui~

So nw tis is my life. =)

Gonna work hard.

26/1/2010 [ HAPPI BIRTHDAY To My JM Jessie =) ]

Happi Birthday To My Beloved Jm Jessie.

Mucks~♥♥♥
U And The Oter Jm Are The besties That I Would Ever Like To Have In My Life.
U All Are Importand To Me,
Always.
I Love You. =)

16/1/2010,19/1/2010,20/1/2010,/23/1/2010

Soli tat ii din update my blog lately,

Kinda lazi lately duno y,
Lazi to move.

Jz sit day dreaming lately.

Until my bou buii oso say tat im too lazi.

Lolx.

Im useless. =~="

Well,

On 16th went to my frenx shop,

They Hoi jiong,

1st is Kei kei's bro saloon.
MC.C hoi jiong,
Thn 2nd is jack's frenx shop,
V went to support both frenx shop,
After kei's shop V head on to jack's shop to hv our lunch.
Lei lei oso workin at thr,
So V went to hv a look.

But tat day less 1 ppl tats joann.

Bt nvm,

Im sure 1 day wil cum out 2geter again. =)

So had our lunch,

Had sum chit chats,doin foolish things,had sum crazy moments,

Thn after tat andrew had 2 went bck work,

Mi & joey went out yumcha wif her bf's frenx those.

Thn ii wait for my bou buii,

His kinda bz tat time,

So late abit thn i'll meet him up.

Missing him tat momment !!!!! >~<"

Thn V went to dog's world ply around wif sum dogs thn went to QQ yumcha.

Kip on gib thm ask those ques,

Until my mind blur & speechless.
Mao lit gib thm say dou.

Hahaaa.

Funny too. xD

Thn meet up wif my bou buii,

Joey went bck hum & oters duno go whr,

Cuz later nite hv out.

Mii & my boy went to eat Steamboat.

My bro date us.

Damn !

The food thr.
Em tiam.

I regret hearing to my bro's comment.

Said thr was nice.

Bt it isnt.

Mayb V came late guaaaaaaa.

Hmmmmm. Not sure.

Bt nvm,

My bf said no nxt time thr.

Gud ! =)

On 19th hang out wif my dear shi ping,

Cuz she date mii out,

Comfirm i'll out if my JM dates mii. =D

Hehee.

Bt Jc & joyce had things to do,

So jz the both of us hang out.

On fri thn mii,jc,shi ping & joyce thm meet,

Had sum chit chats,

Thn went bck hum,

Thn the nxt day went to had swimming wif joey,

Wanna kip fit.

My tulam !

arrrrggggghhhh !

I nid to kip fit. =(

issshhhh !

On the 23th finalli meet up all 2geter,

Had sum crazii chit chats,

V sty at 7-heaven chillin out at thr.

Thn suddenly thinkin of buyin sumtin 2 my bou buii,

So bought sum things for him.

Spend all my money oledi.

Comfirm BANKRAP !

But if its buying for my bou buii,

Im ok.

Happi to buy things for him,

As long ii get to see c his smile after he looks wat i bought for him =)

Thn im happi too.

Never regret at all. =)

I LOVE HIM !

Hehee.

Ok. bck to topic.

Im gonna start my work nxt month.

Happi !!!

Cuz nw i kip on tryin to hv my time fill up,

Dun wanna get bored.

Hehee.

Out Out Out onli ii knw.

Mana tiam like tat.

Kip on spendin $$ & using my bf $$.

ish !

I hate it like tat. =(

Nid to earn more $$,

And save it all up.

Hope everytin wil go well.

Thinkin much lately bout my future.

2ml i'll have my slp over at jc's house,

Cuz 2ml its her b'day.

Im gonna bring speggetti to hv out dinner thr.

Cant wait 2 meet my jm thm again. =D

Heres Some Pics That I've Took Lately.

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